Wednesday, May 2, 2012

neurofibromatosis depression and other things..

I was told as a teenager that i had this disorder. I was also told I couldn't have kids. I read up on it, the little I found said that it was 50/50 chance. I took that chance and gave it to God.This disorder is different in everyone that has it. For me I have dealt with learning problems, bipolar,cancer, lumps and mumps. I am not sure the bipolar is part on the NF. I just know I have it.

As I get older, the bumps and lumps seem to appear more and more. I was never self conscious about them. Some days lately I am. I have moments of "where is my leg" moments of crying for no reason.

Today has to continue to be a good day, it just has to be.. I am going to try hard to not get down, sad.. these tears of nothing can stay away..

so that said.. to all the readers... know that I am okay..  so today...

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