gluten

So, here I am again.. I have decided to try and limit gluten... Also want to get into smoothies for one meal a day..

more later

tears

So today has been a teary day.. even though there were many positive things.. game with kids.. a group.. idk.. just thought id type it out..see i can figure it outl.. guess not..

wonderful day

So today was awesome. I have been taking meds on a daily basis. I am getttin up and out.. MUCH MUCH less time on line. 

I ate well all day to.. I did have a polar pop, but really did not finish. I just gotta keep on keeping on. IF so than the more healthy things I do the more I do it the more it will stick... That said I did good today.. and with that I am going to go.. 

Did it, well mostly

So I set off to day to accomplish a few things.. I took my meds. I ate well... well for the most.. that is where the "mostly" comes in.. I do not think I needed the cheese and crackers. But over all I did good. 


Spent some time outside with the boys. Land lord and some of his tenants.. I guess he is close with them.. they help him clean up apartments. 


The new neighbor "may" be a single male my age :)


Okay wont put my hopes up but hey.. 


Oh did 3 loads laundry.. folded and away.. 15 minutes on the hand bike.. 


guess after all the crackers and cheese.. and the soon to be A&W is okay... moderation..

Another Monday's Ramblings

Here I am. There I go. Where I end, Only God will know.

Over the last week I have spent time with many different people. Some for hours, some for minutes and a few for a mirror seconds. I am relearning that some times ya gotta just listen, also times you have to say to yourself, I can tell some one else. (this happens when you cannot get in a word in edgewise, or if you start you get cut off). It is what it is.

21 + 21 = 42 So first 21 you create, second 21 it becomes habit. I have known this for a long time.. So hearing it last night I am looking at these things..

My meds. Since putting into a daily. boxy thingy, I take them daily. imagine that. (on week 3)

Eating breakfast. Again I have already started this... but not sure when so is it already a habit? Well I am saying today is day 1. Just to make sure I am doing it daily.

the BIG  lets START this WEEK is the YMCA.. M-- hand bike....W--Swim....F.... Row

Do each for 20 minutes.

That is all I have for this Monday Morning

this funk I

I need to get outta this funk.. okay not okay okay.. way not okay.. more than not olay way okay.. i use my coooping coppnign what ever it is skills.. some time works some times not.. argh is all i can say... dont know what time I will fall asleep.. guess its time to go try and see..

my NOOK

I am trying to get back into reading..  that is why I bought a NOOK which right now is doing nothing but words with friends.
I have many aps.. ap to track what i eat, ap to track aps .. tic tac toe, 4 in a row. card games... slots alarm clock ( has to be on.. hmm) angry birds  (seas and space) zoo games , before i die.. organize my self aps ( abt 10) all do abt the same thing.. lada da...oh bible aps.. 4 i can see right now.. do i use them sadly no.. (struggling with that)...

whats the point to this block you may ask... well guess what.. you do not have to get the point I do.. and I get I gotta use the NOOK more.. hmm now to set this blog up on it..

 that be all

kids say the craziest things

So here I am, just rolling into Great Clips to get a trim..8 yup 8 kids in there.. 6 to one lady (3 hers 3 his) anyway.. they all look, than ask (mom) what happen to her?? I jumped in.. i was sick and the doctor had to take it.. the usual easy way to start off.... than one girl asks about my fibromas.. love it when kids ask.. only way they learn.. I said someting like .." docotor's told me that the unasked question is the stupidiest  one" well one little boy says that not it.. its actually a Chinese? proverb and rattled something off.. dang kids are smart

beautiful day

What a sun filled lovely day,

Though the plan I had hoped for did not happen. That didn't let my day be anything but wonderful.

I spent time with both boys , trying to help with school.  Was able to get a lot done with one with minor stress... and basically nothing with more stress with the other.. comma's hmmm cause and effect.. percents.. relearning all..

Hoping tomorrow is nice.. have to go with one the guys to the dentist.. wee better plug in the chair..giggle..

I am getting in touch with my inner childhood... checked out many books from the "children's" area..
 Well that is all I have for right now.. 37 minutes til Idol.. have to work on cityville and read some of those books..

ants

Ants .. think ill get the movie.. just to giggle.. I have ants I have cleaned almost everything.. will do more tomorrow.. no more eating anywhere but the table..

shopping went well.. did good.. had fun.. love hanging out with my kids..

got my binder started.. and yeah have day 2 of blogging...

gonna try and start something else.. putting food out to eat to i remeber to eat right .. got a basket.. will add cards for the fridg. freezer thing.. I gotta eat right.. this eat whatever is makingme gain weight back...
so tomorrrow

is
take medsl eat right...
lib..
group..
y...
journal
help kids..
 nite

couponing

So we are slowly getting back into couponing .. the tick is going to be gettting what we need.. and gettin things free and stocking up or donating.. :)
we shall see what happens tomorrow .. and okay i t=stink at typing..
 time to get some sleep. going to set alarm.. hope to get up straightne room. and get a few things done before we head out.. and i have to try hard to make it to see Melissa
..

i dunno

 dunno
I dunno why I do this .. i come and do a few days than stop.. how does one get into doing it daily.. what if I say something and some one reads it and takes it the wrong way.. not that it is my problem I wont let them rent space in my head..

Something happened recently on FB. All I can say is SPAM happens.. before one accuses the person why not ask.. it was taken care of, though it makes me really wonder how it happened and how it got blown up like it did.. spam comes delte the person.. than oh yeah question after ??

If anyone involved with this.. read this.. um only the 5 of us.. know.. unless you have told other people.. I pray that in future IF this happens.. question first before judging.. that can hurt..

okay enough on that..its done its over enough said

SOO me.. well I am tired of doctors.. tired of running here and there.. my chair probaly has more miles a week... glad it doesnt take gas or id me stuck home.. hmm sometimes i like that.. but it is noce to get out and do things on my own..

yes i still struggle with asking for help..

OH new cell phone.. love it.. also love how it added ALL my FB friends.. thankfully no bobs as when i say BUG it thinks I say BOB.. poor bob would really wonder about me.. So slowly dleting hundreds of names..

okay going to add BLOG to myt daily calendar,,, now if IU can get in habbit of looking at it daily we will be on a rolll lol get it I rolll..
Oh that reminds me.. ill tell people im going for a walk.. they question walk>> i thought you didnt walk.. OKAY all WALK = ROLLL either way... :)