domestic violence

There are many kinds  of domestic  violence.. I was in one myself. Thankfully, I suppose mine never became physical. I do suppose that does not lessen what I went through, along with my kids.  Words can hurt just as much as the blow tot he face. (So I have been told, since I have never been hit).

I did not see it at the begining.. others did though. They warned me.. all I saw was the charmer. I didn't see..couldn't... wouldn't.. Words, actions, no actions.. anyway if you read this and really want to know MY story ask..

I am writing this for a different reason.. see I live in a duplex..(SIGH) never again.. The couple fights a lot. I have only called the cops 2 times since I have lived here..(5 months) Last night , we this morning 5am I had enough..

Why is it that when the cops are called we lie well okay I never called them on myself nor did anyone else.. BUT they were called because I would put myself.. or maybe he forced me into a manic.. craziness..I would be taken away in the "BUS" and be in the little 2 bed room going to groups.. last time that happen was for 2 weeks..opps that was a dozzoer of one.. mean while he was at home..

So back to me calling the cops.. all is quiet there now.. no one taken away.. yet I heard things fly, I heard  help me, I heard please do not hit me..I also  heard *^&^)* from her to him and him  to her.. . They do not fight every night it goes in cycles.. maybe I should keep track.. may this is happening around "her" time a month? Wow would that not be something to send to the researchers on violence.. wait they may or probably already have this idea..

Maybe next time I get outta my warm bed and just pound on the wall.. they will pound back but, then at least they get the idea.. cops may come..

peace