Okay so something happens, and you what to change the situation, action ect... So after awhile you realise, that this change isn't or hasn't worked. Do you just say oh well and give up? OR do you Change that change.. and keep changing till the change actually works?
Peace
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Monday, August 29, 2011
what a day
Was a wonderful day!
Time at the lib.
Gave blood..signed up to give again on 24th oct.. think I will change that to 31st :) just the oddity in me...
Feeling blah about myself.. Really have to get back to eatin right and to the y more than here and there..
We set up family meals for next 3 nights.. we will make a what we can have for breakfast and lunch also tomorrow,, so that we can shop accordantly to what is on sale. I also want to make a basics list and find the cheapest places for those items..
being organized and on things keeps me busy and that is best...
okay .. see there are 2 followers hi to u... hi to anyone that stumbles across this..
Tomorrow I will start to log what I eat.. at least I will try :)
Time at the lib.
Gave blood..signed up to give again on 24th oct.. think I will change that to 31st :) just the oddity in me...
Feeling blah about myself.. Really have to get back to eatin right and to the y more than here and there..
We set up family meals for next 3 nights.. we will make a what we can have for breakfast and lunch also tomorrow,, so that we can shop accordantly to what is on sale. I also want to make a basics list and find the cheapest places for those items..
being organized and on things keeps me busy and that is best...
okay .. see there are 2 followers hi to u... hi to anyone that stumbles across this..
Tomorrow I will start to log what I eat.. at least I will try :)
Monday AM
Awake at 8:30, Moving and dressed by 9:00.. In the next 35 minutes, have done dishes , started laundry, washed a back pack out ( pickle juice ..ewwww).. Now sitting here for a quick few, before heading out.. Out to the building of never ending stories (Lib.) than off to donate blood.. than back home to do more things, such as read, clean, eat, time with kids and online..
I am feeling BLAH, I know I have over eaten the wrong kinds of foods.. to much butter,, to much whatever. I have to start over and re think about all the foods I eat..I am planning a "cleansing with Helga, starting Fri. With God, Helga and the boys ( they don't know this yet, I will get through the week of cleansing.
As for the Y it has been and up and down thing. I was going to go before I went to the previous mentioned things to swim. Have not decided if that is still in toe plan. Will it be over kill? I know I will have to wait a day to swim, that should be okay maybe wait till Wednesday?
Family meals this we are going to start back up on. Yes we are. It will help all of us to eat better.
Well this is all for now.. new thing trying to do this on a more reg. basis.. I have to log in t2 books that I just finished reading..
Peace out..
I am feeling BLAH, I know I have over eaten the wrong kinds of foods.. to much butter,, to much whatever. I have to start over and re think about all the foods I eat..I am planning a "cleansing with Helga, starting Fri. With God, Helga and the boys ( they don't know this yet, I will get through the week of cleansing.
As for the Y it has been and up and down thing. I was going to go before I went to the previous mentioned things to swim. Have not decided if that is still in toe plan. Will it be over kill? I know I will have to wait a day to swim, that should be okay maybe wait till Wednesday?
Family meals this we are going to start back up on. Yes we are. It will help all of us to eat better.
Well this is all for now.. new thing trying to do this on a more reg. basis.. I have to log in t2 books that I just finished reading..
Peace out..
Friday, August 12, 2011
domestic violence
There are many kinds of domestic violence.. I was in one myself. Thankfully, I suppose mine never became physical. I do suppose that does not lessen what I went through, along with my kids. Words can hurt just as much as the blow tot he face. (So I have been told, since I have never been hit).
I did not see it at the begining.. others did though. They warned me.. all I saw was the charmer. I didn't see..couldn't... wouldn't.. Words, actions, no actions.. anyway if you read this and really want to know MY story ask..
I am writing this for a different reason.. see I live in a duplex..(SIGH) never again.. The couple fights a lot. I have only called the cops 2 times since I have lived here..(5 months) Last night , we this morning 5am I had enough..
Why is it that when the cops are called we lie well okay I never called them on myself nor did anyone else.. BUT they were called because I would put myself.. or maybe he forced me into a manic.. craziness..I would be taken away in the "BUS" and be in the little 2 bed room going to groups.. last time that happen was for 2 weeks..opps that was a dozzoer of one.. mean while he was at home..
So back to me calling the cops.. all is quiet there now.. no one taken away.. yet I heard things fly, I heard help me, I heard please do not hit me..I also heard *^&^)* from her to him and him to her.. . They do not fight every night it goes in cycles.. maybe I should keep track.. may this is happening around "her" time a month? Wow would that not be something to send to the researchers on violence.. wait they may or probably already have this idea..
Maybe next time I get outta my warm bed and just pound on the wall.. they will pound back but, then at least they get the idea.. cops may come..
peace
I did not see it at the begining.. others did though. They warned me.. all I saw was the charmer. I didn't see..couldn't... wouldn't.. Words, actions, no actions.. anyway if you read this and really want to know MY story ask..
I am writing this for a different reason.. see I live in a duplex..(SIGH) never again.. The couple fights a lot. I have only called the cops 2 times since I have lived here..(5 months) Last night , we this morning 5am I had enough..
Why is it that when the cops are called we lie well okay I never called them on myself nor did anyone else.. BUT they were called because I would put myself.. or maybe he forced me into a manic.. craziness..I would be taken away in the "BUS" and be in the little 2 bed room going to groups.. last time that happen was for 2 weeks..opps that was a dozzoer of one.. mean while he was at home..
So back to me calling the cops.. all is quiet there now.. no one taken away.. yet I heard things fly, I heard help me, I heard please do not hit me..I also heard *^&^)* from her to him and him to her.. . They do not fight every night it goes in cycles.. maybe I should keep track.. may this is happening around "her" time a month? Wow would that not be something to send to the researchers on violence.. wait they may or probably already have this idea..
Maybe next time I get outta my warm bed and just pound on the wall.. they will pound back but, then at least they get the idea.. cops may come..
peace
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