bucket list

I have a "bucket" list, somewhere.. think on my nook and in a journal (somewhere). i think it is time to find it and check things off and add to it.. that is all I got for now.. maybe I will come back and give a few or all of my bucket list.

ghosts spirits

I believe in them.. do you?

I  believe that I have loved ones that are watching over me. I feel their presence at different times. One that I feel is someone I never met, but he was my grandfather or would have been. I think he passed away before I was adopted.
 I know my Nana is near me, when ever I think about her, as she is when I am not. She keeps me strug in faith and  being true to myself. Miss ya nana but you know that. I can't wait to play cards with ya.
Frankie- yard sales will not be the same. I will always think of you and look for things that remind me of you. I can;t wait to meet ace.. hope you have those mules there too..
Mark- hmm what can I say. I would never have met him if I hadn't lost my leg.. ( than again there are many people I would not have met) Mark was like another dad to me. He was one of few people that I have ever trusted with my darkest secrets. I found it comforting when I moved to OHIO to find a building of his faith in my back yard.

There are many others that have touched me in many ways that have passed away.. I feel that at times they are there too,... I mean why would I be doing something and someone I knew that passed away comes into my mind and I think okay I get it know.

Okay whoever reads this may think I am nuts.. as I know some read, ,, maybe you that do (not you annie.. hehe I think i can guess what u would put) read it can relate but are not ready to share , or go back to the you are nuts..

okay im done with this little blog

night to all.. including my helpers from above.. still love you all ... so very much.. and if any of you want to let me know your with me to night.. it be okay :)

free things..

Free things you have the martial things.. like I get in the mail.. shampoo, drink packets, lotions, all sorts of things. Yes these things are fun to find in the mailbox. But the best free things are LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, COMPASSION, ... YOU add to the list..

(2/2) my choices ..I have learned from all my choices the bad and the good..I would not be here where I am and I like where I am...are you?

(1/2) Okay earlier I talked about change. I have thought many times if only ..if I did this or didn't do that or if I did do that ..thing is..I am who I am for

(2/2) s you read this..there is someone ..

(1/2) Time...is funny..it is short...because you may lose some one as you read this..long because someone is far away ..call that one that your thinking about a

change

So we all have changes in our life. 

Job,where we live,who we talk to, where or what we eat.. the list can go on..

Now let see.. Job.. promotion may be a good thing. and it could be bad..

                               demotion again good and bad..

how you may ask ok pro- more money, better things- may have more time with family..con- less time with family -longer hours.. see some the pros can also be cons

How about a move.. 

How about a vehicle

Change in what you eat

I was trying to change something a few years back.. Someone I really look up to said something like...If the change you are trying to make isn't changing.. change the way you are changing .. and repeat til the change is what you need.

My next change is what I eat, Some days are better than others. BUT I do not beat myself up as I use to.. that is a positive change.. not to say I never do, it is just less often

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